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High School Ramblings

Note: most of this is "translation" of the scribbled notes I took many times during study periods or boring lectures in high school, which were usually in some kind of code and often in broken French as well. I've tried to translate them into comprehensible English, but occasionally I was lost as to what I meant.

Sophomore Year

To whoever today's guy is: Come screw me. My cunt is aching. I need your cock inside me, and your warm mouth on my nipples. I'm all wet already, I want your come to mix with my juices. Take off your clothes so I can run my hands all over you and let them come to rest on your cock. Then I'll get down on my knees and lick and suck your cock and balls, and hear you moan until you come in my mouth, and I'll try to swallow all your come, but some will dribble down my chin. Then you'll recover for a while until you get hard again and I spread my legs and you push your cock inside me and I'm squeezing you until we both come and come and are exhausted.

Junior Year

Aaron is in our psych class. Gimme gimme gimme!

The whole class was in the [physics supply] closet and we were talking about Thomas's leg (he says he's going to have surgery in June) Next year I won't be able to look at Thomas or Keith [both were going to graduate]. That's depressing. I want to look at them and fuck them. I got my seat in math.

Aaron, sitting there with your hand oh-so-casually between your legs, do you know how horny that makes me? I want to watch you touch yourself and then I get to touch you, undress you and your hands on me, on my tits, and kiss your mouth and the rest of you; your hand in my cunt, nuzzled up against you in bed, taste your come, go to sleep on you.

Thinking about Thomas now, want to undress him, let him smile at me and I get so horny. He looks so sweet and sexy and I wonder if he could fuck with that leg, but it doesn't matter; he can eat me and I can blow him or even get him off in my hands. Wanna screw him or somebody; pinch my nipples.

Scott is so tempting. [He was my best friend's boyfriend at the time.] I wanna fuck him so much, wearing that shirt with the slits down the sides that doesn't cover anything and those spandex [shorts] that cover but don't conceal anything. Get him hard somehow and it'll show in those, and I get to grab his ass (such an ass) and run my hands up and down his chest and peel down those spandex.

Aaron, God I want to crawl over there and (with a SEP [Somebody Else's Problem field, a way used in the Hitchhiker's Guide to the Galaxy books to distort time/space so no one can notice what you're doing]) and massage you and undress you and play with your cock until you're hard and lick you until you come in my mouth (does it taste good?) And then you can eat me, because I need you now sitting there with your hands folded between your thighs and I want them to be mine. I want to screw you so bad, like with that story about Sean [a now-lost middle-school era story]. You're my slave and I'm pampered; I lie down on the big soft bed. You massage my shoulders. Patsy Cline playing. Firm hands on my tits moving down. I shudder, hands on thighs, legs spread, he's between them, licking me. I'm moaning and I come and we go to sleep tangled up in each other. Wake him up in the morning the best way, he's sideways, can't get to a position to fuck him so get my mouth on him. He's surprised (of course), enjoys. Feed each other breakfast in bed, playfully.

Thomas can warm me up! [Someone made a comment about the classroom being cold.] I keep feeling [imaginary] hands cupping my tits from under and behind. Thomas or Micah, maybe Rob or William or going outside this class, Tom or Aaron. Warm next to me in bed, big warm shower/bath. Suck a dick, warm water and come both in my mouth. Taime Downe [then lead singer of Faster Pussycat] is in my head, since Thuy has the same initials. I'll rock your missile and blow you, dearie, your hands on my. "He was dancin' around with no clothes on, holdin' his dick." [Quote from my best friend about her boyfriend, but I don't remember the whole story.] She, without knowing it, indulging my voyeuristic tendencies!

Green, black, and gray. Want to just walk over there and start massaging your neck (I'm tense and shaking energetically) massage over your shirt, still behind you, open your pants. You sit casually there leaning on one elbow. Playing with you till you're hard, then get on your lap (smile) hump till . . .

Thomas, so gorgeous when he's serious and so gorgeous when he's not.

Wanna screw somebody. Think about cocks.

Fingers and tongues in my cunt. Will he fit like a glove? Sit on his face, hands on tits, slide up and down your chimney. Spread my legs, who needs a cherry?

Wanna spread my legs and feel a big thick cock pushed inside me. My eyes are closed and I don't know who's fucking me but he's good! Just me moaning and these sensations, full cunt and tits being tongued. Deep kiss, hands on me. Aaron, do you know how much I want to reach out and grab your cock? Sit next to you and jerk you off, hand inside your pants? Meet you later and you eat me, your tongue on my clit, up my cunt. Me bucking and jerking against your face (stubble against my thigh). Taime, from behind, bucking against his balls behind me. Lots of naked men. I get to pick one (two, three) and I pick Taime and Brent (or Thomas and Micah) (or Tom and Tony) (or ETC!) just keep the whole lot and fuck a different bunch each night. Thomas is dressed fancy today and it doesn't suit him. He looks better dressed like he acts, casually (so I can just casually take his clothes off!) He has a bit of a spare tire, he does! I want to suck a guy's cock, it doesn't matter who, and have him come in my mouth and hear him moan. My power to give him pleasure. Thomas walked into the physics room, alone with me and I wanted to jump him so bad. "Thomas, do you know how much I want to spread my legs and give myself to you?" (in my head). And when Jeni and Kristie walked in I thought, "damn, someone who wouldn't want to join in" because I was so horny I would've just fucked any male, just pulled one back onto the counter (still would). Or even pulled somebody back into the closet and kiss and pet and masturbate each other. I need to come so bad in here in math: jump Orlando or Tony or go find Aaron next door in TOK. I want to screw somebody, my "definitely" and two "probablys" in this class. "She's a supersexed junkie" who'd like to crawl under the table and give you a blow job. Right there, Aaron, Ben, Tony, while Joy's talking to you about sonnets, same for Aaron and Ben. But I want to be fucked hard from behind until I slide off his cock and collapse on the floor. My cunt aches for a guy. Fuck one on stage with an audience of sixteen. Aaron, come here and eat me until I can't take any more. Spread my legs, lean back, and whatever happens. Izzy, Duff. Thomas looks good enough to eat today (and you know how much I want to!) Spread my legs and let him go to it (let all of them!) My cunt is so tense, I need to let go (right now I'd have piss running down my legs if I did). Someone's nose on my clit, tense up muscles till I'm screaming, coming in his mouth, his hands on my thighs, mine pushing his head down. Need it now so bad.

Aaron looks delicious today (jeans and plain white shirt) and I'm so glad it's a green day so I can drool over him. I want to suck his cock so bad, unzip his jeans, pull out his cock and twine my fingers in his dark curly pubic hair. And his cock in my mouth, swallow his come. Wine, dine, and sixty-nine! God, he turns me on so much.

Micah in a black leather jacket, jeans and a Love And Rockets t-shirt (mmm!) Want to reach inside those two's pants. What I want right now: to lie down on a soft couch in a warm room, close my eyes and feel strong and delicate hands on me, massage my shoulders, squeeze my tits, rub my buttocks and slide a hand between my legs.

Thomas is dressed up and he looks so gorgeous and I'd love to open his pants and lick his cock until he comes in my mouth. And then close his pants and straighten his tie. He got a little bit of a haircut, and that formal outfit with the sleeves rolled up -- gimme gimme gimme! Spread my legs for him! His long fingers pinching my nipples.

White shirt sets off Dito's skin. Horny enough to want to jump him (can't say "jump" some people, but he should be jumped) Big soft bed, the two of us playing around, deep kiss, end up fucking.

I wanna cock. Want Dito in bed with me. I bet he'd be "nice and rough" which is what I need now. And I bet his cock would be thick enough to fill me up properly. Nice body. I can imagine him moaning, making noises when we sixty-nine, because I need to be eaten but I want to hear the way I make him feel.

Spread my legs wide and take in five-thirteenths of my physics class, deep inside me. I wonder what those five would say if they knew? Hands on my tits with my nipples being squeezed.

Thinking really fun obscene things about Rob, Micah, Thomas, especially, and Kenny and William ('cept I'd need five hands or mouths or cunts). Get that coat off Rob. Or else I'd like to lick Oreo filling off their cocks.

I'm horny. The person I've been drooling over is Mark Slaughter, around whose head I'd like to wrap my thighs. And my standards: Slash, Duff, Izzy, Axl, Steve, Taime, Brent, Brett, Greg, Eric, Rachel, Rob, Snake, Scotti, Sebastian, Jani, Erik, Jerry, Steve, and Joey [the bands Guns n' Roses, Faster Pussycat, Skid Row, and Warrant] with some Danger Danger and Bang Tango thrown in. And Micah, Thomas, Tom, Aaron, Mike, Ben, Dito...This being summer vacation, I can't even drool over the last seven in person. Imaging of cocks, long thin ones, short thick ones, licking a drop of pre-come off the head...Blindfolded and lying on a padded table, being massaged and masturbated and licked, moaning in pleasure whenever I can but never hearing a sound other than just movements from the people there...Sucking tthe cocks (all lined up of every cute guy I know, starting with Aaron, Ben and Dito. Wear ben-wa balls while I do, move my hips and come too.

Taime undressing in front of me, I spread my legs, he moves over and lies down and enters me...This concert shot of Taime sweaty and grabbing his crotch, how much I would like to just undo those tight black leather pants, slide them down and take his cock inside me.

...on my hands and knees, cunt wet from fantasy. A big thick cock glides into my pussy, fucking in long slow strokes till I come...

Senior Year

I want you. I want to unbutton your white shirt and slip it off of your shoulders, then I want to undo your tight pants and slip them off your hips -- no underwear -- then you kick them off your ankles. I look at your hard cock and kiss the head of it, then run my tongue along its length, and then try to swallow you, pubic hair so close to my eyes. You're shoving forward and have a hand twirled in my hair. Tonguing each little wrinkle. Moving up and down, cheeks pulled in to make a little vacuum, continuing until your moaning escalates and you fill my mouth with warm, salty liquid, swallowed except for a little that dribbled down my chin. Then I unbury my head from your crotch.

Come here. I want your cock inside me. I want you to move in and out as slowly as you can, slow stimulation building, moaning louder and closer together until you can't hold back anymore and you become forceful and I come but you keep thrusting and come inside me and we collapse together.

Mark Slaughter, I want to wrap my legs around your head.

Lie down, Dito. Right there on the carpeted floor, naked, so am I. I get on top and ride you, positioned just so, rocking my hips back and forth. You jam your cock up inside of me, making noises that turn me on so much.

Tom, in pink shirt and gray pants, standing there and letting me unbutton the shirt, slowly kiss you, when you're naked run my hands all over you. Your hands caress my nipples, my thighs open to you.

John's face buried between my legs, his tongue running up and down my folds, occasionally penetrating me, always returning to flick my clit until I grab his head and push him into me and he knows to keep licking that one place until I come, bucking, jerking and moaning, against his face.

SEP on a study day. You sit with your legs wide apart, I kneel between them. You aren't wearing underwear so your cock springs out when I unzip you. Then I suck your cock until you come in my mouth in the classroom.

[This sheet starts off "(continued)," but I don't know from what anymore.]
He drives himself upward into me. Then both go down, me moving back up, him driving up again, a couple of quick squeezes around him, then he starts moaning and comes and then I come and we're exhausted but I don't get off him yet, lean over and another deep kiss.
He has just borrowed my chemistry book. I covered this even though his name isn't on it. (He called me a lifesaver!)
Is he big? Is he circumcised? God, I want Aaron so bad, I sometimes could reach out and grope his crotch, I spend class fantasizing.

I want to spread my legs wide and have a man between them. Feel his hands all over me and his cock or tongue in me.

Guys are irritating! They sit here in class, hips pushed forward in the chair so all a girl can think of is to dream of riding them), hands placed on thighs so it just screams of yanking down those pants and/or jerking off, thinking about a head buried in my crotch. Aaron, I want to take all your clothes off (I need to pee, so I'm horny) (and it's Friday). Mike looks much better in glasses.

Need to scratch between my legs, panties damp. Aaron, Mike, guys sit so casually with a hand on a thigh, and that drives me wild. Watching Tony do a problem on the board, noticed the thick black hair on his arms, imagining his cock jutting out of the black curls. He would look so much better without such short hair. I need to pee! I want to be eaten, tongue running over where I need to scratch, have a cock rammed in my mouth.

Horny! Salty liquid exploding into my mouth with sweet music of moans in my ears.

Horny, wanted to fuck Jordan and Aaron and Mike and John and Steve, and now Jim and Tony and then John, still finishing math tests before anyone else ha ha ha! Deep voices in moans I cause. Hands on my tits, up my cunt, between my lips, caressing my shoulders, imagining hairy bodes and big beautiful pricks, one of them inside me.

I want to wear a skirt, garter belt, stockings, and crotchless panties and go around giving cute guys a glimpse and give them hard-ons in the middle of class. Jim offers me a ride home, he and Tony take me into one of their houses, both fuck me without taking off my clothes. Sneak off with Aaron; let him eat my cunt between the panties.

Horny, want to be fucked, eaten, with hands, mouths, on my tits, a head buried between my legs.

Mike is wearing jeans and a tucked-in lavender shirt. Jordan in jeans and a sort of reddish-patterned shirt. Aaron wears a white shirt and jeans. Jim in a white shirt with black stripes and tan pants. Dito in white and jeans.

Today I am so horny. Aaron is wearing jeans and the blue and white striped shirt, and John is in a plain white shirt and jeans and I can't stop thinking about them and I can feel blood throbbing through my cunt. What I was fantasizing about yesterday was Megan sucking Dito's cock, and right now, I want two fingers slowly moving back and forth in my cunt while a third strokes my clit and my hips jerk and buck and come and then he takes his wet hand out of me and rubs it over my bare tits.

I have things to do with you, John, and Aaron, and Jim and Jordan. I want to unzip your jeans and unbutton that shirt and not bother to undress you more, and take you.

Dito, I want to pull down those jeans and ride your hard cock as long as I want. If I fuck you before Friday, it'll still be stat[utory rape] which mega-turns me on. In French class John licked his lips and I wanted his sweet tongue and lips on my clit and he was wearing green pants and a white shirt and a tie, and you know, I always want to make the little businessmen and lawyers moan and clutch my head against their hips. I was imagining Mike's fucking me doggy-style while I blew John. John in club jersey and jeans -- I want him.

Aaron in a white shirt, tie, and blue jeans and stood next to me to talk to J and J about sports and when I leaned over to get my book I wanted so much to reach for his pants. Mike said he was wearing white underwear with red polka dots. I want someone between my legs eating me out; make it Mike today because I want him to get hard inside those polkadotted shorts.

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